bringingupbrynlee wrote:alright. y'all are right. I'm a failure. I lied to people on the Internet. I'm sorry. I'm just done, honestly. beyond done. with everyone and everything. thanks for making me realize how fucked up I am. I'm done. bye.
Since I'm probably the biggest bi*** on here I'll let you in on a little secret. You are not a failure, and you do not need to be done or cry over what is said here. Yes, you made a mistake, but it is NOT to late to make things right. If you read what I've written before which I hope you did, you could be an inspiration and an example IF you tell YOUR story. The real unfiltered version, especially to all those who worshipped your every move on IG and stood up for you. They will understand and admire you more than you expect, hell I sure as hell will and I wasn't one of those people.
You need to see that you can only go up from here, trust me. I didn't write all this to make you realiz you're a failure, which once again you are not. I wanted you to realize that your actions influence so many young girls, that even at this point would learn from you. There is no glory in teenage pregnancy. And I am sorry that you didn't get to share your news with everyone the way you wanted to, people talk we will never change gGf. But like I just said, be honest tell YOUR story, all the pain, scariness, funny moments, unsure moments, the sadness, the hurt, the excitement, your decision. The truth will set you free, as cheesy as that sounds.
You cannot put yourself down now and run in a corner and become a victim. That won't solve your issues and the hate won't stop then, it will continue and people will just be cruel again. I don't know how many times I've said this because I feel like a broken record at this point but maybe you need to hear it one more time. Think of all those little girls that asked you about TTCing, would you want them to struggle like you did and have to make the difficult decision you made? I doubt you want that for anyone. Look at it this way, you wanna be an Insta mom? How about be the positive insta mom that people look up to? Because you made mistakes publically, came clean and faced the consequences, and you are setting an example vs continuing this sick cycle of the glory of being a teen mom. This isn't the end, you can still come out on top here, all people want is the truth and they will be there to help you, support you and encourage you. You already made the first step, you gave your daughter a better life. Now do what is best for you and what you want. Unless you want to disappear from social media all together, that's another option. But coming back on social media with another bunch of lies will just fuel the fire, the truth however will give you the support that you need and you will no longer have people with the smart ass comments about you faking pregnancies and lying, as long as you come clean.
You did sound sarcastic stating you lied to people on the Internet, you know what they are just people on theinterner but how many of those people are 13-18 year olds looking up to you and supporting you and hoping that they have a baby or trying to have one. Set a POSITIVE example, would you want your daughter TTCing as a teen? I don't think so.
I hope you actually read this and realize this isn't hate it bashing. I want you to succeed and learn from this. But like that saying goes, you can lead a horse to water, you can't make him drink...