Sapphire's 18 Personalities~

[Sapphire]

And don't say none of you get amusement out of this. Many of you have actually admitted to it. Some people have joked around saying they missed me. They didn't actually miss me, they missed me losing my shit and making the threads '' fun ''. Many people post an emoji eating popcorn watching it all happen and getting enjoyment out of it. Many people DO instigate me and poke at me.

So, basically, I may be sick but many of you are just as sick as I am. I wouldn't get enjoyment or amusement at watching someone with a mental illness losing it. There's the option of not reading and I especially wouldn't participate in insulting, degrading or berating her any chance I get, coming back everytime to see what else she says.

I'm entertainment for some of you and that's actually disgusting.

[cats-or-die]

And don't say none of you get amusement out of this. Many of you have actually admitted to it. Some people have joked around saying they missed me. They didn't actually miss me, they missed me losing my shit and making the threads '' fun ''. Many people post an emoji eating popcorn watching it all happen and getting enjoyment out of it. Many people DO instigate me and poke at me.

So, basically, I may be sick but many of you are just as sick as I am. I wouldn't get enjoyment or amusement at watching someone with a mental illness losing it. There's the option of not reading and I especially wouldn't participate in insulting, degrading or berating her any chance I get, coming back everytime to see what else she says.

I'm entertainment for some of you and that's actually disgusting.

You're a known liar so at this point, I don't think you have a mental illness, I think you're a huge fucking troll who needs attention.

[ghostgrrl]

Sapphire, for the love of your child, you need to stop.

It's all well and good to act this way when you don't have a little one dependent on your mental stability. I'm telling you this as the mother of a 2.5 year old, an angel baby, and one due at the end of June who has suffered through some horrific shit.

Get your shit together. Get off this website. You have fucked up and you've been given many opportunities to correct it. Just go. Grow the fuck up and walk away. Only children put the blame back on people for "antagonizing" them. It's time to act like an adult and walk away. You know that's what you need to do, and clinging to this "well, if everyone would stop poking the bear, I would leave" when we all know you would be back.

Just stop.

[saltliferocks]

And if everyone would just ignore her. She'd go away.

Don't keep poking at the bear and then act surprised when she comes in for the attack.

FFS, I know it looks like I'm sticking up for her and defending her, but she's mentally ill. This is clear from her actions and not from anything she has said it tried to prove. I don't want to be responsible for pushing someone over the edge.

A-F$cking-men!
It's one thing to fight with an asshole. It's another to fight with someone who clearly is in need of help..

[RootBeerFloatie]

If you're gonna call me out at least say my name bb.

[saltliferocks]

^^who is BB?

[cats-or-die]

^^who is BB?

It's a sarcastic way of saying "baby" lol.

[saltliferocks]

oh, lol.. Sorry, long day.. I was like, "Did I just get called a name?" Lol

[saltliferocks]

I think the fact that Saph turned on Kryptonite (of ALL people to turn on, it's going to be Kryptonite?) , is proof that we can't fix her, and sadly, we can't help her.

[RootBeerFloatie]

oh, lol.. Sorry, long day.. I was like, "Did I just get called a name?" Lol

Nah wasn't talking to you. I've never had sympathy for her because I also struggle with mental illness (and attention seeking behaviors though I've put that past me, and I never trolled because I've got self respect).

Sapphire is smart and manipulative and could easily blend in here, except that the negative attention is too strong. She knows what she's doing and is enjoying every minute of it.

[Sapphire]

Actually, no, I don't. I don't enjoy anything.

Also, I didn't turn on Kryptonite. I felt attacked, sad, defenseless, defensive and that's why I posted the '' Okaaaaay '' to her. I was tired of being bitched at. I felt like she was bitching at me. I still liked her. I got mad when she said something about not going to her when I need someone to '' validate '' my pregnancy.

[saltliferocks]

RB,
Would you mind shedding some light on this for us? Because for me, this makes absolutely no sense.

[Sapphire]

Anyway, I don't know why I have such an obsession with this site. I don't know why it's not so easy for me to just roll my eyes and walk away. It would probably be easier if I actually had a life and/or found enjoyment from doing other things, more productive things? But I don't. Nothing's enjoyable to me, not even being here. It's just lazy pass time. It's a place where nobody knows who I am and I'm behind a screen and honestly, it's a form of distraction for me. I use this to be distracted. Whether I'm bitching about YouTuber's or feeling the need to defend myself, every minute that I post here or read here, takes time away from me focusing on my mind which in a sense, helps me and fucks me up at the same time.

[RootBeerFloatie]

I'm signing off for the night because I'm drinking and have a little self respect. If you've got questions about my actions or former attention seeking feel free to PM me. Otherwise have fun watching Sapphire say she's done with the site and then create a new account for the tenth time.

[EleanorRigby]

If that fact that no one wants her here and she's attacked every time she posts won't keep her away than nothing will. I'm with HS. After this post I'm done poking the mentally unstable bear.

[Carolina]

Anyway, I don't know why I have such an obsession with this site. I don't know why it's not so easy for me to just roll my eyes and walk away. It would probably be easier if I actually had a life and/or found enjoyment from doing other things, more productive things? But I don't. Nothing's enjoyable to me, not even being here. It's just lazy pass time. It's a place where nobody knows who I am and I'm behind a screen and honestly, it's a form of distraction for me. I use this to be distracted. Whether I'm bitching about YouTuber's or feeling the need to defend myself, every minute that I post here or read here, takes time away from me focusing on my mind which in a sense, helps me and fucks me up at the same time.

Hello, I will advice for you to find a hobby or something new to learn. Here's a link of free things online or courses you could take. Honestly no one can change who you are only you can do that, so hope this helps and if this doesn't do it and you like drama ummm try spanish soap opera with cc on.

[Sapphire]

Anyway, I don't know why I have such an obsession with this site. I don't know why it's not so easy for me to just roll my eyes and walk away. It would probably be easier if I actually had a life and/or found enjoyment from doing other things, more productive things? But I don't. Nothing's enjoyable to me, not even being here. It's just lazy pass time. It's a place where nobody knows who I am and I'm behind a screen and honestly, it's a form of distraction for me. I use this to be distracted. Whether I'm bitching about YouTuber's or feeling the need to defend myself, every minute that I post here or read here, takes time away from me focusing on my mind which in a sense, helps me and fucks me up at the same time.

Hello, I will advice for you to find a hobby or something new to learn. Here's a link of free things online or courses you could take. Honestly no one can change who you are only you can do that, so hope this helps and if this doesn't do it and you like drama ummm try spanish soap opera with cc on.

Thank you. I signed up for studying child psychology/child development on a course site earlier today.

[lmmomSD]

That's great. I mean it. It's always good to have that kind of course when you have a baby.

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[annaclinchwalsh963]

I know I sent you a message asking for your advice as I suffer from some fairly severe illnesses and felt I had gotten off to a bad start and wanted to ask how to go about explaining my situation( mental and very serious physical illnesses) get a clean slate or similar.
I was kind and nice and asked for your advice privately, you never responded.
Yet you claim you would offer the same help, kindness and understanding you expect, but you didn't.
I lost my son when he was 12 but I still love hate seeing those pictures and the ones that appear in Facebook with type amen before you pass.


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[annaclinchwalsh963]

love should not be in that post sorry

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