Sorry to clog up everyone’s feed with this lol but here it is copied and pastedKellie11 wrote:Whooaaaaa can I get a recap of what Keren said when she was on here?! I didn’t know she commented as a viewer, I thought I was just as a YouTuber
Edit* - someone mentioned that she talked about kyra is what I am referring to lol I want details if anyone has them!!
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Hi My name is keren.
Although all of you know that already..
Im going to do something that probably no other youtube has ever done and actually comment on here with my name not a fake name or any fake stuff cause I am probably the realest person on youtube at this point. Lets get to the point. I know this is a gossip site, and sadly enough its run by a 36 year old....which I find to be very very sad. AnywayI understand that everyone want to gossip at some point exactly how I found myself on here and I won't lie Ive read other you tubers pages and got caught up in the drama myself. Now The point to this isn't to yell at anyone for saying hateful things about me or my family. Im not an idiot I know people don't like me and thats okay with me 100% but I also found that a lot of you continue to watch me even though you don't like me or don't like certain things I do. which is perfectly fine everyone has their own parenting ways and way they live. I honestly would probably take the so called advice Ive read on here more seriously though if it had come straight to me and in a nicer manor than some of the things said. I can't remember everything I've read on here about me but I think since I put my life on the internet it is my job to answer questions you have even if its in a rude form. So lets start off with my voice being snow white. I will not lie I did laugh at that and I honestly never noticed how soft spoken I was until I started youtube. Now on the other hand I knew how loud Khoa was LOL I literally have to tell him to talk softer probably everyday. But he was raised in a loud family so thats that.. I don't pretend to have a soft voice thats just my voice..so yea. Next thing that Ive read here is that Im getting fat.. yeah I'm pregnant weight gain in necessary for a healthy pregnancy and I have been working out, I thought showing it everyday would be a bit repetitive so I don't. And since Khoa has been working more I haven't wanted to put jackson in the nursery there when he's teething so badly so I've been working out from home. Now I don't want to leave anything out but I weighed between 110-114 ever since i lost my baby weight which is a healthy weight for me. I currently weight 113.. so Idk maybe my face just bloats when Im pregnant I went through the same thing with jackson so theres that.. lets see what else.. oh yes me smelling??? I haven't been able to keep up with kyras blogs lately but apparently from what Ive read oscar said she had cheese or something but what does that have to do with me..I shower daily, I wash my hair every other to every 3 days due to hair loss issues which was recommended by my doctor, so idk thats just being cruel talking about me smelling.. yes there was a blog where I didn't change out of my gym cloths I remember it well. I literally don't sweat at all but I can see where that looked gross so Ill let you guys have that one but I can assure you I didn't smell. But oh well if thats what you think thats what you think..Theres nothing I can do to change that. Um and me showing my shoes, I don't want to give away where I live and idk i kinda liked it so sorry if you don't. um what else.. oh yes jackson always being in sleepers. I honestly LOVE him in sleepers. When we go out I change him into a onsie or something 99%of the time but I don't like rough material on jackson because of his eczema, are pjs not the cutest thing ever invented for babies?! . again its a parenting choice and you all are 100% entitled to your opinion on it but thats just what I like to do with my son. okay referring to Kyra, yes were still friends I still consider her someone I could go to anything with and a best friend. Im not upset she's not moving here and somedays I wish they never came here because of the way people think and compare us now.. it's hard enough making friends over the internet these days and I was lucky enough to meet someone going through what I was going through. Were no way the same person we have different parenting styles and beliefs and thats okay with me. Still will continue our friendship hopefully even when I stop vlogging. And then theres my blogs being boring which I 100% agree with you guys on that Ive even said it multiple times so thats not even a comment thats gotten to me but Im also not a youtube who wakes up in the morning and first think thinks what am I going to do for the blog today!? fly to the moon?? go to disney even though my kid in my eyes isn't ready for it, go on vacation for a year?! no, I wake up and do what every other stay at home mom does.. I take care of my baby and try to keep from going crazy.. to my understanding a lot of you watch daily. And it kinda hurts that you wouldn't come to me directly in the comments or through email about some of the things I read here. Its okay if you don't like me and don't want to speak to me and even if this site is a place where you escape and feel happy. Thats okay with me, and i won't lie Ive been hurt by a lot of you. I am human and I know Ill probably get even more hateful comments after this and thats okay with me too. If it honest to God makes you feel better then thats okay with me. I hope you all know I don't do this for fame and to be someone.. I started this to watch the process of my pregnancy. It turned into so much more, it allowed me to stay home with my son longer than I expected and that is thanks to you guys who watch everyday. I don't make a shit ton but I make enough to pay my car, and anything for jackson so I do thank you for that. I won't be vlogging forever I know I want something more, thats why I have a degree and want to get into real estate with Khoa as well. Not that I will stop youtube forever but daily vlogging won't be my career ever. nor do I want it to be. I actually have come to respect this site Im not going to lie because I know everyone needs to escape.. and Id be lying if I said I would never look at this again I mean common if someone was talking about you wouldn't you want to see it? Its just kinda sad that these questions you have and advice you have couldn't have come through a nicer platform cause I literally spend hours a day responding to subscribers on twitter and email. I understand Im probably not really welcome here because this is a place for you to vent and talk about me so I won't reply again if its not wanted..Anyone is welcome to email me whenever or reply to me here.. Even if you're one of the ones who's hurt me thats okay. I put my self out there I accept the hate. but if you'd rather talk to me about anything than talk shit about me here you can find my email on my page.. hope you all have a good day. bye bye - Love, Pancake Face
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