OnAPlaydate wrote: ↑Tue Apr 28, 2020 12:09 pm
What in the world is going on in that house? She looks like she's about to have a nervous breakdown in her newest video.
On one hand, I want to feel bad for her, but what did she think would happen when she had to change so much about herself just for him to marry her? Did she think the things she was letting slide when she was "undeserving" of him would suddenly to away once she was "deserving"? Yes, marriage and relationships are hard, but if you're constantly having to change yourself for a relationship, no, it's not the right choice. There's no way she and CJ will last unless she stops expecting or wanting anything from him.
Self-inflicted break down FOR SURE!
She lives for playing the martyr! Yeah honey, marriage is hard. Know what makes it even 100 X’s harder???? YOU! (and marrying a guy you’ve only known a few months because you’re in love with the idea of him – which doesn’t equate to actual love imo)
Gaahhh! The red eyes and forced emotions. I wouldn’t be surprised if she waved a few splashes of lash glue by her eyes for good measure – gotta get the full effect!
Yeah happiness is a choice, I believe that. But she’s missing one crucial element in that application: You can’t choose happiness with one side of your brain while playing the martyr with the other side and then mentally battle the two choices while whispering to yourself “you can do this you warrior woman, it’s supposed to be hard. You can fight that bad ole’ devil! God is tormenting you for a reason. You’re the better person, yeah, you can fight this yeah! You’re tough, the devil doesn’t have you”
What torture! Choose happiness, then shut the fuck up and then enjoy the day… IN YOUR HAPPINESS! You know… BEING HAPPY! She CAN’T do that! Her need to play the victim card is way too strong.
And I call bull shit on the “its embarrassing” crap! She’s not embarrassed! She lives for this part of her youtuber cycle. Round and round we go
I’ll say it again – She can’t possibly, actually be doing ANYTHING to improve her marriage or her life for that matter. She’s to busy “working” on her public profile. There are only so many hours in a day. Girl needs to shut down her social media and GET TO WORK ON HERSELF! It’s gonna take a shit load of professional help, time and philological rebuilding. The old saying “You can only serve one master” would apply here, I think. And we all know the “master” she serves! The constant feeding of her ego and train wreck image. I swear she pulls out the cry baby, please empathize with me card, for the soul purpose of trying to manipulate her fans into putting up with her bull shit every time her ratings and fan club starts to fall. Poor CJ I cant stand the sack, but can you imagine having to trudge through that guys life with this psycho manipulative baby mommy! YIKES!