nchollywood Part 1

[doulamommy]

Doula training is actually in 10 days! then I am finishing my diploma (highschool) shortly after and am signing up to take business courses in January TaylorKnows was right about needing to know more about business. The doula workshop is 2 days long. The full certification process is here: http://www.dona.org/develop/birth_cert.php

[guest]

I'm not bipolar I have depression, low self esteem (the need to be accepted), ocd, and anxiety.

I apologize for that.

[doulamommy]

Its fine There are quite a few things that can act like bipolar disorder. Low self esteem + anxiety included together make me go nuts! But I've been alot happier in the last 2 weeks since being on 30 mg of prozac instead of 20 I'm actually able to sort my anxieties out in my head and be okay!

[guest]

doulmommy- I've also heard people get bipolar mixed up with a lot of stuff. How long have you been on Prozac? Do you like it?

[doulamommy]

Been on it since May 2011 With the right dose, you feel great! But I had my dose lowered during pregnancy to 20 mg. So I guess after she was born, my body decided it needed more. I've heard many things about it affecting babies during pregnancy and breastfeeding but at almost 6 months old, she is perfectly healthy and growing 1/2 a lb a week sometimes!

[guest]

doulamommy- I've been on it and it does good for me too my problem was I was on it so long it stopes working. Yea ur body gets so use to stuff like that it wants/ needs more.

[doulamommy]

I'm surprised no one has noticed that my Facebook posts on my personal page are public now. You guys catch on to everything lol

[thelittlefamilyof3]

I'm surprised no one has noticed that my Facebook posts on my personal page are public now. You guys catch on to everything lol

We don't care that much. Way to try to bring attention to yourself.

[EvieCaroline]

I'm surprised no one has noticed that my Facebook posts on my personal page are public now. You guys catch on to everything lol

We don't care that much. Way to try to bring attention to yourself.

Personally, I don't even know your name doulamommy.. You're not as important in the YouTube community as you think you are.

[doulamommy]

I know I'm not big on youtube... I only have 1400 subb.

[AutumnLane]

I'm surprised no one has noticed that my Facebook posts on my personal page are public now. You guys catch on to everything lol

We don't care that much. Way to try to bring attention to yourself.

Personally, I don't even know your name doulamommy.. You're not as important in the YouTube community as you think you are.

Did you ever stop and think that maybe nobody cares!

[TWDfan]

doulamommy- like I said I honestly wasn't trying to sound mean. It's cool u make the videos for friends and family a lot of people do. Actually u can be pretty cool,not bad,whatever.
TWDfan- I wasn't trying to be mean. Considering what some people say I didn't see that as rude at all. Everybody has their reasons for doing their videos.

I know you weren't haha. It just sounded rude to me. That's all.

[TaylorKnows]

Seriously, this thread just keeps getting bumped up and you can tell it's getting to her damn head.

I'm surprised no one has noticed that my Facebook posts on my personal page are public now. You guys catch on to everything lol

I'm being a hypocrite by doing this I guess it's just getting on my damn nerves and I have to point it out even though thelittlefamilyof3 did. I don't get you...you say you don't need this website's validation yet you look for it.

[swiftty90]

I hate to liven this thread.. but i really have to say that she is FF lilia for some reason... whatever that reason be, but Im sure if this were someone else FF their child she would have PLENTY to say about it... I just feel like its another hypocritical moment for her, But im SURE she has some overly defensive "Excuse" why its okay. And i'm sure you will read this allyshia so you really need to STOP judging people for their choices, sometimes the only option isn't the best situation and i've seen you judgeing people because their ONLY option is to formula feed or FF, you act like you are so much better than others, well your not and I wish you would appolagize to the people you have attacked and made feel bad, becasue now ...even though you will be all "my kid is almost 3 and blah blah height and weight and perfectlky safe ff..." You have judged people, and now you seem to be in a situation where you havent the option to rf, I hope you can see what a hypocrite you are and step down off oyur high horse!

[swiftty90]

I believe it's because she sprained her ankle, she has to have someone else drive her for now, and her mom's care only allows Lilia's specific car seat to be front faced.

I didnt think she drove her self anywheres to begin with? EIther way if it were someone else who ff'd their kid for any reason she would have made a big deal of it.

[doulamommy]

She has to forward face in my mom's car because the back seat is too small front to back. I read the car's manual and a carseat can NOT touch the back of the front seats and Lilia's does. And if I put it in the middle rearfacing, it braces both front seats and makes it impossible for my mom to see over the seat through the back window. In any spot, it creates a big blind spot because of how tall the shell is. I have talked to some carseat techs and Lilia is under the weight and height limits for most convertible seats so when we buy Ella a Guide 65, we will be buying Lilia one as well. It will be used in my moms car, then when Daniel gets is N, we will install Lilia's Radian in the Subaru and use the Guide 65 as a spare seat.

And on the ankle note, I got it checked out and THANKFULLY I didn't actually sprain it, just strained some muscles. Our first aid attendant at school said I did by the look of the bruising and it sure felt like it was sprained. But over the week it feels alot better now and a sprain wouldn't heal that fast. So I'm okay now, just a little sore, but able to walk fine now.

And no, I don't drive Just take the bus and the occasional ride from my mom. We pay her some gas money if we need a ride though.

[doulamommy]

And I advocate rearfacing til 2 to the person who "livened" this thread. Lilia is over two. Just to get technical

[Metalheadmama666]

I like you Allyshia. I just didn't like when I said I forward faced my son before two. Your friends and you made me feel horrible. Than a few months later your forward facing your two year old.

[hjl226]

I think she tries to hard to be like other youtube moms, she copies jess. Jess posted some breastfeeding in public pic and she posted the same thing right away

[TaylorKnows]

Idk...I think she's just a huge advocate of it. I'm her personal friend on FB and she talks about it all the time, more than Jess. Sure it can get a tad annoying, but she's not outwardly showing pictures every 5 seconds. I see my boob's more than I see Allyshia's which is a good thing considering like someone said we see Jess' boobs more than we see our own.