TaylerTragedy/Modifiedmother Part 37

[whatsername_]

I can't with this girl anymore.


Why does she have time to create all these social media accounts with 3 kids running around?
I. Don't. Get. It.

[hannahbanana]

I tried to take a screenshot but the picture is now deleted...
Apparently Tayler has a bunch of cuts and scars (looks like recent ones if you ask me) on her arm. So now she wants to get a tattoo to cover those scars.
Is it possible that she cut herself when she said that she supposly had to go to the ER to get her hand stitched when she "hit the wall because I was being immature"?
Update: she's planning on getting a tattoo of a lantern and wants it to say, "never lose your flame". From the way she's talking about it, looks like she's getting it done.
Can't afford to get her kids anything, but can afford for shitty tattoos.
Have fun complaining how your new tat isn't letting you find a job Tayler.

[mumma2one]

I just hope she has Christmas presents for her children before she even thinks about it. So sad.

[Morbidenvy]

I never post but I did manage to get a screen shot of her scars pic on insta, no idea how to upload it though. definitely not "old" ones like she claims. my scars look nothing like that...

[placebo]

Can you post the pic?

[placebo]

Also, oh wow, she did something with the kids. Then named the video "rain deer".. I laughed. Rain. Deer. RAIN RAIN RAIN. She should just go back to her education already.

[Morbidenvy]

hopefully this works. I don't really know what im doing lol

[mumma2one]

Those scars don't look old, they look fresh.....

[Morbidenvy]

they look like mine did while still healing, just past the scab stage. most don't look like they were that deep either/more like scratches

[placebo]

Those are definitely recent and she wouldn't of acquired those by hitting her hand to the wall. They're from cutting.

She's a fucking moron.

[leem91]

I think the dumbest part of that post is "I'm tired of these scars making me look like a thug". Reaaaaally?

Also the scar on the left looks like where the bandage was when she "punched the house"

[leem91]

Pretty sure Chuckie had an account on that stupid scene kids website named emothug or something like that. I guess they both think they're "thugs"

[Cough]

There are just so many things wrong with her. Why in the hell would she cut herself on her arm, where her kids will see it. She is what 21? At this point, she should have found a healthier way to deal with her issues. What is with the sudden posts about scars from youtube moms. This is something they should be showing their therapists, not thousands of strangers.

[whatsername_]

hopefully this works. I don't really know what im doing lol

Sorry and this may be mean, but the picture on the left looks more like scratches, and the picture on the right looks similar to a burn.

Now don't get me wrong, I get it. Self harm is something extremely difficult to come to terms with, and to find other ways to cope is also hard. But she's 3 kids in. She needs to get her shit together, put on her grown up panties and learn to cope.
If she hates her life and the way it is at the moment enough to hurt herself, she needs to get off her ass and change it.

What I'm curious to know is when she had time to be alone and in private to mutilate herself. I find her post extremely attention seeking, and it disgusts me.
As someone who is a recovered/recovering self harmer, the fact that she would continue to do this and around her children... It makes me angry.

Lemme tell you, and I know a lot of you know, but in December last year, I relapsed hard. But in June when I found out that I was expecting, I threw everything out. Everything. My unborn child was more important to me than a razor. More important than copious amounts of pills.
My daughter isn't even here yet, and I can't imagine going back to how I was.

I am sad for those kids. I would never want a child to be away from their mom, but honestly I think they'd be better off without her.
And no, I'm not saying she should kill herself, but actually give them up to a family member.

[placebo]

I think in a way her harming herself is a CRY for help because she's showing it off.

A) either she does it for attention.. Which, doesn't much make sense since those cuts are already in the process of healing. She didn't show them off before.
B) It's a cry for help

People in the internet can't help you. Admit you need help, tell a therapist how bad it really is. Be an adult and a responsible parent, GET HELP.

[rolo]

She needs help.

[rolo]

you'll find that most of the time people who seriously self harm are deeply ashamed of it and keep it to themselves for the most part. Not post about it to their followers constantly for attention.

[whatsername_]

I can't feel sorry for someone who flaunts self harm. Especially when 3 young kids are in the mix.

[hannahbanana]

I agree, she complains how the kids never leave her alone, how does she find time to self harm herself? Especially since she never seems to put Anberlin down and co-sleeps with the kids.
It's one thing to say that you want a new tattoo, but when you say, "I want a tattoo to cover up these scars" is just looking for attention.
Wonder if she plans to get a tattoo on her neck to cover that "scar" from when she supposly tried to slit her throat.

[placebo]

I don't feel sorry for her, but I feel sorry for her kids. I want her to get help because she has three kids. Though, I do think the three would be better off living with someone else than Tayler.